Monday, June 4, 2007

confused.......

Yesterday and today I am busy in sending resume. I have sent out resume to those organizations:
1) NLB
2) RP
3) TY LIN International

However, I kept asking myself, " What do I want actually??" Do I intend to continue to stay in civil engineering line ? or my calling is in somewhere else?? Actually, I plan to do some design jobs to save up some money for further studies. It maybe maths or chinese.....Plan to use that as a entry vehicle for my mission trip....(Think too much.....)..:P

Pray that God will reveal to me what is the thing that He wants me to do. I am in searching path and I really need His guidance and strength to persevere through and learn something about myself in my career and my potential in God's gifting.

2 comments:

leng said...

Will pray for u bro. Sometimes when u take the step of faith, God will reveal the plans clearer to you as well.

Seek and you will find rem? hehe

Also pray for me as i also search for new career path/further studies in His timing.

Actually , another reason i did not went down to the altar call was that i was afraid that i may back out and so i reasoned is safer not to make empty promises to God publicly. Guess this is still a self centered thought as i reflected later on.

So also pray that i will have more courage in responding OPENLY to His calls instead of letting my fears/human understanding stop me..

leng said...

Will pray for u bro. Sometimes when u take the step of faith, God will reveal the plans clearer to you as well.

Seek and you will find rem? hehe

Also pray for me as i also search for new career path/further studies in His timing.

Actually , another reason i did not went down to the altar call was that i was afraid that i may back out and so i reasoned is safer not to make empty promises to God publicly. Guess this is still a self centered thought as i reflected later on.

So also pray that i will have more courage in responding OPENLY to His calls instead of letting my fears/human understanding stop me..