Today my senior asked me not to leave again. He asked me to stay in this company for the project sake. However, for me I can foresee that this project will have a lot of complicated thing happen and most of us do not have the experience to tackle this problem, so I decided to leave earlier.
I also want to give myself a chance to do design work. Although my senior said I won't have the feel when doing the design work because I do not have site experience. I still want to give it a try before I decided to change to another line if I want to.
I also think of my ex-boss in previous dept. Although he said something hurt to me before, which I still feel the pain in my heart when I think of it, I still want to thank God for him because he has broadened up my mind and motivate me to learn more. I feel amazed by thanking him in my heart since I only remembered how he hurt me. It must be God who do the work in my heart.
Two years I have graduated and it seems that I have not settled down myself and know what I want, sometimes I feel quite sad over myself because I am not a good steward of God. Some of you even can sense that my mood is down through the sms I sent to you all. Think something really wrong inside my heart........
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