Some thoughts about myself

In these few days, I kept thinking one question: How can I describe myself. After a few moments of thoughts, I think I can describe myself as below.

1) I am a inferior person. I love to compare myself with other people.

2) I feel very insecured when a stranger come to approach my friends. I am afraid that my friends' attention will be switched to that stranger.

3) I am a guy who is waiting for a girl to tell me that, "I love you."

4) I am a guy who don't like to jog, but love to walk.

5) I love to work in a stable environment.

6) I am a person who love to listen to instruction and do the thing. I don't like to lead the people because I don't want to take responsibility of making some bad decisions.

7) I am a person who is struggling with some bad habits in my life.

8) I love to serve people around me.

9) I love to play those sports that requires only one person. This is because I always become the loser when I play the games with other people, be it the badminton, chess, basketball, soccer etc...

10) I hope that I can own a house in Singapore. One of the room is a small library.

11) I love to share my struggles, views and thoughts with my friends. I always want to get attention from other people.

12) I feel that I am a failure in my life. My heart even now will affected by this thought.

13) I don't like to read newspaper, even I know that it is very important to keep updates with the current affairs.

14) I love to bully animals when I feel depressed and down.

15) I love to collect pens.

16) I don't like to buy clothes unless it is necessary.

17) I think that my hair is getting lesser and lesser and it will affect my relationship with my friends.

18) When I meet with difficulties in my life, I will choose to aviod it but not face it.

19) I don't like businessman, they only thinking about earning money.

20) I am not a dicipline person.

After writing down the thoughts, I think that I got many loopholes in my life. I am quite surprised that most of the things I wrote is very negative. But I still want to share them out as I think that this is my true self in my life. Only I surface them out can help me to overcome those negative thinking effectively. Jesus, I need your help again.......